Becalmed now, Calamity
practices her knots, twisting
the bitter end until her hands
are raw from ropestrain.
This may be her element: a vast flat sheet
like a serving tray. No moon
calls her. No planet stalks. The
stars disdain to move
And Cassiopeia is nightly
resting in the sky's same corner pocket.
The fish burble to the surface then,
Their gleaming backs breaking
the flat surface without a ripple.
Even Calamity's red hands glow then.
Her eyes have turned to silver. They
are constant. They are the match of any moon.
Sunday afternoon, smoke hanging in the air
Thick gold of wedding rings, faces engraved
With scratches, the plated dials of the television,
Loudly tuned to sound of the races, the glint
Of the hazy sun on eyeglasses, the flower
In the hand of the Queen of Spades, the cough
In men's throats, the crosses at their necks,
The sting in your nostrils, the wallpaper unseaming
In the corner behind the vinyl easy chair,
The foil inside the cigarette carton, your eyes
bloodshot all with gold, gold in the girls' hair,
in their shirts, in their shoes, in their photographs,
the jigger of liquor over every memory,
every family gathering, every Sunday afternoon.